Monday, December 29, 2008

nigo and da nigga

A break from the regular programming of emoness...



Nigo



and the nigga. Pharrell Williams for you.



Because I like the nigga more.



Because this would be like the mostawesomecombo evah.




Hot dayum.




Yeah, strange obsessions hit one at 6-ish in the morning.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

taking this one to the grave

Perhaps over-compensating for my up-until-now uneventful life, I just wtf-ed and did things that I shouldn't ever have done a few hours ago. What was I thinking. Oh right, I wasn't.

The damage has been done and I dread to think what's gonna come of it. Not only did I let some of the people I care about most down, I may just have set off some GG-like madness... So now's a time as good as any to start using my spin doctor skills, I guess. oh wtf.

What was I thinking. What WAS I thinking.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

merry freakin' christmas

to me.




Yeah I lost it. Emoness makes you go crazy with the retail therapy.




So this is pretty much the only thing my 'lucky pendant' has got me this Christmas....




.... the last pair of shoes available that I wanted, in my size, in the store.

This would normally be when I start squealing about my new stuff and howbloodylucky I was to get it, but

all I really wanted for Christmas










was you
.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

wish mine was a hairy heart

So it goes. My recycling campaign has come to and end, and my thesis is coming to an end soon too, among other things. If only all that ended would leave me with a little more, rather than a gaping emptiness.

It's times like these that I wish I couldn't care, couldn't feel and couldn't think. It's times like these that I wish mine was a hairy heart, locked away and impervious to all. Guess my ice_princess email nick wasn't as accurate a description of me as I once thought it was.

It was all fine, until I came along and screwed it (and myself) all up, as only I could.

Whatever it is, that's how the cookie crumbles and brings emoness with it. And I gotta drag myself through 3 chapters of my thesis with the dead weight of emoness clanking along. sigh.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

spare me please

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down


Katy Perry - Hot N Cold

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

tag - 100 random questions

Hurm. So yeah, a tag from Jovial before continuing my journey to Socio-Cultural Comm hell THANKS TO MR CHUAN grrrrr. Just in case you read my blog again sir. zzzz.

[01] Name: Xinxian
[02] Nickname: Fresh
[03] Married: NO
[04] Zodiac Sign: Leo
[05] Gender: The fairer sex.
[06] Age: 21
[07] High School: SMJK Union
[08] College: Tunku Abdul Rahman College
[09] Height: 160 cm
[10] Weight: hello why do you want to know.
[11] Do you like yourself: Er. No.
[12] Piercings: None
[13] Right or left: Righty
[14] Are you a freak: So not.
[15] Hair: Perpetual bedhead. Occasionally disgusting.
[16] Skin: Fair.-ish.
[17] Allergic: um... Miley Cyrus?
[18] What are you doing now: this tag lah.
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Sleep my ass off.
[20] What will you do 10 years later: No idea. I catch things as they fall my way.

FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Not at the moment.
[22] Siblings (included you): 2
[23] Eldest: Me
[24] Youngest: Um. My sister.
[25] Love/hate your family: hello who'd put hate lah.

MY ONE AND ONLY
[26] You found your another half: well...
[27] If yes, who is he/she: WELL....
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: Wentworth Miller!! *squeal*
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: N/A
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): Hell no. Not with my face.
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): Hell no. Not with my face.
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: wtf
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: all
[34] Ever argue with your other half: not
[35] You with your other half since: applicable
[36] Are you straight/lesbo: Straight
[37] Reasons you love your other half: hello
[38] You and your other half in which stage: not
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: applicable
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: again.

FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: Dunno. *gasp*
[42] Your first enemy: Uh... me iz peaceful person.
[43] The friend you love the most: Deng. I love all my friends. *cannot show favouritism wtf*
[44] The enemy you hate the most (1 only): Refer to 42
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: Fuhhh. You try and pick one.
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: hmmmmmm......
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: Know-it-all bimbos.
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Er. Know-it-all ah bengs?
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: Yes.
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: *gasp* No.
[51] If your friend backstabs you: There will be blood.
[52] If your friend betray you: There will be blood.
[53] If your friend woo your lover: There will be A LOT of blood. Yes, I take loyalty among friends seriously. Seriously.
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: Deng. Sapu lah if still single. Duh.
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: Deng. Sapu lah if he wants me. Duh.

STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: HAHAHAHAHAHA
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: I get all my assignments done if it kills me. Normal homework... eh... no.
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Ms Mah!!
[59] Always late to school/college: Occasionally.
[60] Your class: Uh... is... lively?
[61] You love your seniors: Dunno any seniors.
[62] Senior who you love the most: None.
[63] Your classmates good/bad: Good lah.
[64] Excellent result classmate: See Yun! My long lost sister! LOL
65] Laziest classmate: Dunno. None of them seem even close to being as lazy as I am =.=

PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: intimidate me.
[67] Stupid people: are just unlucky to be so.
[68] Good looking people: get everything they want in life.
[69] Ugly people: go nowhere, like me.
[70] Funny people: are the ones I *heart* the most.
[71] Cute people: annoy me sometimes.
[72] Bad people: make the dark side seem so much more desirable.
[73] Honest people: need to learn the art of white lies.
[74] Acting people: need to STFU.
[75] You are what kind of people: The kind you don't notice in a crowd.

PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes. I think.
[77] Hugs or kisses: noooo don't make me choose.
[78] Shorter or taller: Tall!
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous! Sweep me off my feet yo.
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: *gasp* noooo don't make me choose again.
[81] Listener or talker: Talker. Silence kills.
[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic! I can be the rich one :P
[83] Good husband or Good Father: Good husband. No kids hello.

FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: :O
[85] Numbers of kid(s): None ya allah.
[86] Career: OK somehow Miranda Priestley (The Devil Wears Prada) keeps popping up.
[87] Salary: Enough to support my fantasy of Chanels, Marc Jacobs and YSLs all day.
[88] Retirement age: I don't think that far T.T
[89] Properties value: Eh.
[90] Wishes: Toofreakin'many.

TAGGED
[91] Denise
[92] Lydia
[93] Hui Ping
[94] Mich
[95] Rei
[96] Hui Ping
[97] Xin Yun
[98] Siu Sien
[99] Clarine
[100]Kuan Ye

I actually reached 100! :D

Friday, November 28, 2008

of microsoft, html and getting screwed

Back when I was still a n00b in F5, I actually wanted to work with computers, graphics, animation and stuff. Y'know, like those people in Pixar or Dreamworks.

I so see the folly of my ways now. If I'd gone down that path, I'd probably have ended up like the guy in the pic below in about a week.



Yeah, that's PB's Charles "Haywire" Patoshik. Well that was the stupidest pic I could find of him.

Anyway, I only just realised how effed up I'd be after hours of toiling over meaningless strings of HTML for... my other creation (ngek!). This pic just about summarises my feelings in a nutshell every time I start with HTML:

(Pic courtesy of Pundit Kitchen)

And after scrolling up and down, over and over again through the whole freakin' code only to edit, like, 2 words or so, it turns out that everyone's favourite browser, Internet Explorer has screwed my beautiful *cough* page up. At which point, this pic sums up my feelings:


Seriously, IE is the worst piece of shit Microsoft has crapped, second only to another one we all know as Vista. grrr. And that's my last word on that.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

pride is thy sin

OK so even though I've taken over as Super Emo Girl for the day, I'm still damn bangga about the blog I created for my recycling campaign. lol. I rarely ever venture that far down the road to HTML hell. Not even for my own blog. urgh.

So. http://tarcrecycle08.blogspot.com. Just layan me and go, can? I gives you candy if you go. :P

Monday, November 24, 2008

story of my life

When she alone then she cries, but nobody can hear/
'Cuz she lost all the little pieces and nobody could care
......
And you can try you can try/
But you're never gonna find the missing pieces/
The missing pieces

Missing Pieces - Damien Fernandez

Friday, November 21, 2008

sloth is thy sin

Things I am supposed to be doing right now:
- Literature review for my thesis
- Getting people to do my questionnaire for my thesis
- Creating a blog for my recycling campaign
- Doing my godawful Socio-Cultural Comm or something assignment
- I have a sneaky feeling I might have forgotten something important

Things I am actually doing right now:
- Feeling really sinful
- Not doing anything for my thesis (yet)
- Posting meaningless shit on my own damn blog
- Not doing my godawful Socio-Cultural Comm or something assignment
- Trying hard to remember what I might have forgotten

How on earth did I manage to ever fool people into thinking I'm competent. tsktsktsk.

Oh and I hate HTML. I'm such a failure as a geek.

Friday, November 7, 2008

president... now available in black

Yeah I'm real slow on this but waiting for photos will do that to ya. OBAMA FTW!!! Finally the leader of the free world (so they say) is gonna be someone who would look really cool on a $100 bill. lol. Oh and my blog post title came from this lol-worthy pic from Pundit Kitchen. :P

So to show my unfortunately limited support for Obama, I jumped at the chance to go to an election partayyy organised by the US Embassy over here at the Renaissance Hotel. OK I didn't really jump, I kinda did hesitate for a minute 'cos the slacker in me was crying inside at the thought of having to wake up at 6.30 a.m. for the thing.

But anyways. The whole bunch of us college students went there by bus and upon arrival, were greeted by (of course) a very red, white and blue ballroom. It was all very nice, but unfortunately I don't have pics 'cuz being the stupid I am, I forgot to bring my camera. :S Luckily for Lydia then. :D

So here's a coupla pics from Lydia's cam:


Some of us who went, with an awfully tall Mat Salleh at the back. We're inside the ballroom though you can't tell. Please don't look at the above pic for too long 'cos I look more hideous than I usually do in there. Moving on...


Oh yeah, here's (almost) all of us with the US ambassador, Ambassador Keith. I'm sure there's no need to indicate which one he is :) Busy, busy guy. Wasn't real easy to get this shot.

The main things to do at the function were basically just mingle with the many Americans there and watch the live coverage of the election results by CNN, which was broadcast on a projector in the ballroom. There were lotsa distinguished gentlemen in suits and little teenage guys but not many in my general age range :( But now as a result from watching about 4 hours of the CNN coverage, I developed a sudden crush on one of the anchors, Anderson Cooper. XP Yeah I know I'm kinda late to that party, but I'd never been exposed to CNN for prolonged periods before.

One of my favourite things they had there was a mock election. And you know I'd totally be a sucker for that. heheheh. So we non-American people got to vote, and they even gave us this "I Voted!" sticker to voters just like they do in the States:


No prizes for guessing who I voted for :P And turns out he would so totally pwn McCain if he was running here, 'cos it turned out he won the mock election by a landslide of 88%. lulz.

Besides that, they also had a Lincoln Resource Centre corner, where you could take a quiz on US presidential trivia to win prizes, and there were also like bigass TVs there showing lotsa information and also the presidential debates. Yeah I took the quiz with a friend. It was horrible. They had folders with even more info in them too, like this:


I dunno why my photo is rotated. Ignore the Republican Party sticker, I got a random one and my inner Democrat is sad. bah. :P Ooh and another thing I'm happy about for no reason is this:


I got my own Obama/Biden '08 pin!!! hehehehehe. OK I am such a nerd.

But the highlight of the day had to be when I met the man himself, Sen. Barack Obama. Really lah I have proof. I have to admit though I was slightly disappointed when I finally got to meet him because he wasn't quite what I imagined him to be.



I guess I was kinda hoping for more depth from someone who was gonna be the next President of the United States, y'know? Maybe it was his nerves. Hmmm. He's tall. And I have horrible hair.

All in all, I'm glad I got to go 'cos that was probably the best place I could have been while getting the results of a US election. It was pretty exciting when CNN's projected results would flash across the screen, state by state, and there would be an occasional cheer when Obama won yet another state. It got pretty scary at one point when McCain suddenly starting winning a whole bunch of midwestern states in a row, but it was awesome when the electoral votes ticker suddenly changed to 297 for Obama, the words "Barack Obama Elected President" appeared and the whole ballroom went nuts, us included. hehe. We stayed long enough to hear McCain's concession speech and were all holding our breath for Obama's victory speech, but sadly had to go :( So I just went home and watched it on Youtube. Which was obviously less awesome, but... well.

And to top the whole thing off, we sorta made it into a couple of newspapers on Thursday. lol. My face was in Sin Chew Daily, which you can see in this online version... click the pic to enlarge. Lucky my face is kinda small 'cos in the words of my sister, "you be smiling abit like an idiot, mate." sigh. We were kinda in The Star too, except my face wasn't in that one. The coverage in The Star was more substantial - 2 pages, to be exact. ngek~~~

So with that the election is finito. It was good for a few lols while it lasted, like the epic LOL about Sarah *coughfreakin'idiotcough* Palin getting seriously pranked by two Canadian comedians pretending to be French president Nicolas Sarkozy... and there's some post-election gossip emerging now, like this wtf one about Palin not knowing that Africa is a bloody continent. Yes, that could've been the next Vice President of America.

Next up: Inauguration Day! Obama/Biden 20/1/09!!

Monday, November 3, 2008

your check in time is now

OK I just spent half an hour of my life getting the shit scared out of me. There I was minding my own business attempting to read journals and some housemate comes up grinning evilly asking if I'm in the mood for games. Like this one.

Seriously do NOT play that if you have a real weak heart. I wouldn't consider myself like, full of guts but I do dare to watch the occasional horror/blood-and-guts movie. So I thought I was all set, until I started making lotsa funny noises throughout the game, and by the time I was done with this game there was cold sweat in places I never sweated before. And that was with the volume turned way down. Fo' real, yo.

Anyway I'm being charitable and spreading the fear now as a belated Halloween gift to all. lulz. Especially since it's a really brilliant part of a Doritos marketing campaign. Go play... alone... if you dare. And choose your timing wisely 'cos it's only open from 6 p.m. to 6 a.m. everyday.

Monday, October 27, 2008

tag - top 10 hottest actors

Wheeeee... finally I have some time to spare on Lydia's fun and long-overdue tag - the Top 10 Hottest Actors according to me XD Before I start though, I just wanna say something:

10 ONLY HOW CAN?!

For me, picking 10 only is like... like... picking out Fuji apples at Tesco... there are just too many big and juicy ones and they're all kinda equally nice so how do you decide which one makes the cut?! T.T But anyway, after much deliberation and cruel elimination, here is my final list.... :D


My Top 10 Hottest Actors

10. Carmine Giovinazzo
Plays: Det. Danny Messer on CSI: NY


If only there were more hot geeks like that, the world would be a better place. sigh.


9. Zachary Quinto
Plays: Sylar on Heroes


Hottest. Villain. Ever. Every time I watch Heroes my brain is bitterly divided, with one side going, "HOT GUY HOT GUY" and the other going "EVIL GUY EVIL GUY". I guess y'all can see why.


8. Chris Evans
Plays: Johnny Storm in Fantastic Four, Harvard Hottie in Nanny Diaries


Ah.... Johnny Storm. Best part of F4 for me... but not anymore 'cos he's not gonna be in the next F4 *sobz*


7. Chace Crawford
Plays: Nate Archibald on Gossip Girl


OK I mentioned before that Dan's my favourite character on GG, but how could I NOT put Chace on my list? XD He's just too insanely pretty. I mean c'mon, just look at him.


6. Penn Badgley
Plays: Dan Humphrey on Gossip Girl


Dan! Dan!! Daaaaaaan. Brainy, cute and a bit of a smartass. Perfect :)


5. Johnny Depp
Plays: Captain Jack. Edward Scissorhands. Duh.


I think a few people are gonna be surprised at this one :D Even with all the crazy eyeliner or 10 layers of foundation he always has for his crazy roles, Johnny Depp always has this.... magnetism about him. guhhh...


4. Milo Ventimiglia
Plays: Peter Petrelli on Heroes


Someone *coughJocough* is probably going mad now... heheheh. Heroes just got so much more interesting now that the two hottest guys on the show are *gasp* brothers. O.O I kinda missed his old floppy bangs hair, but this is good too :P


3. Gaspard Ulliel
Plays: Hannibal Lecter in Hannibal Rising


I've only ever seen him in that one movie, but apparently that was enough for me to go nuts about him. He's a model too. A French model. :P ... therefore, he practically defines the word hot. mmhmm.


2. Christian Bale
Plays: Batman. And John Connor in 2009's Terminator Salvation


zomg CHRISTIAN BALEEEEEEE
*squeals*
*loses any intelligent thoughts*


1. Wentworth Miller
Plays: Michael Scofield on Prison Break


Surprise, surprise. I guess anyone who reads my blog could smell this coming from a mile away... lol. Just 'cos he's number 1, he gets another pic... :P

Awww...



Well, that's my list. And I just realised I somehow managed to post pics of all the guys wearing either black or white, 'cept for the last one. hmm. I need more tags like this one :P

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

does. not. compute.

My brain is so not producing any intelligent thoughts right now. Every time I try to think, all that floats across my mind are fragments of sentences or random words like "green", "lack of awareness", "NGO", and "you are so effin' stupid".

Nothing brings out my incompetence quite like being unceremoniously planted in a leadership position. sigh. Seriously, the only thing I'm qualified to lead is maybe a 2-city shopping spree in Penang and KL. Now that I could handle. My peabrain just does not compute the logistics of a college event. And the fact that other people are having meetings left right and back like their lives depend on it doesn't help the nagging feeling that I'm missing something big in my group's pitch, like the proposal to rent the venue's roof or something.

Well. At least I only have to hang on until this Saturday's pitch... after that I'll no longer need to be the "big boss"... right..??

Monday, October 13, 2008

new semester, new level of hell

Well. Just one week back here in KL is enough to get my "assignment depression" going, seeing as this is my final semester here, more commonly known around here as The Semester That Makes All Final Year Students Lose Their Shit. And I've already got a new concept to hate now - recycling, no thanks to it being the theme of my PR campaign. sigh. At least I'll be suffering with a friend. Denise!! It is fated lol.This means that celebrations after the campaign will be in the form of shopping sprees, yes? XD

Anyway... here's a bit of random stuff I came across while procrastinating, which is really too awesome not to pass along. Probable responses to these stuff include OMG WTF holy shit LOL wow or all of the above. Seriously, check them out :D

First off, the 10 most confusing traffic signs in America. much lulz :P Includes gems like this one:



Next, some really freakin' cool street art. Dunno how to describe it... all I can say is click, and scroll.

Awesome, innit? And now for another type of art...


Marilyn Monroe, font art style. Click here for more...

Speaking of celebrities... take a look at one of my favourite rappers, Lil' Wayne's 26th birthday celebrations, which I guarantee you will be one of the most extravagant bashes you have ever heard of. Talk about taking A Milli to another level... I WANT MY 26TH BIRTHDAY TO BE LIKE THAT TOO WEIIIII.

And what would this list be without something weird. ehehe. With that, I give you... the most bizarre burglary I've ever heard of. Involves spices, sausages, and a dog. Seriously y'all MUST see this one. XD

Finally... the last one, which is my favourite. hahaha. From Cracked.com, the 6 Terrifying Things They Don't Tell You About Childbirth, which I prefer to call 6 more reasons babies are totally evil I don't wanna have babies.

So. I'm off to procrastinate more. yarrrrrr.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

home is where the satellite dish is

I'm HOMEEEEEEEE.

OK I've been here for 5 days already. Just got nothing to blog about.

But after 5 days of watching Friends reruns, I suddenly realised something:



I look like Chandler's sometimes girlfriend, Janice Litman. Or at least my hair looks like hers.



OH. MY. GAAAAWD.

Uh... does anyone else find it disturbing that my hair looks like it belongs in the mid-90's?

But boy have I missed my satellite TV. Pigging out in front of MTV for hours sure brings back memories of the simpler diploma years. Ah, the good ol' days...

Ooh, and the broadband connection at home is sooooo much faster. Finally, I get to download ALL THE SHIT I WANT HALLELUJAH which reminds me... GG and Prison Break await. Off I go.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

obamarama

To this article, I say:

HELL YEAH.

I would also like to say: I want that t-shirt Madonna is wearing. :D Waayyy cool man.


You know what else I think is way cool?




That's right, any presidential candidate who gets his face AND an inspirational message immortalized on Nike AF1's (and numerous rap songs, I might add) get a Way Cool pass from me by default. lol. Sorry, that's the Obama Force One. See, it's so cool it gets its own name. That right there is the left shoe. The right shoe makes an imprint of a front view of his cool mug, just like this:



Beat that, McCain. Your n00b creationist liar of a "V.P.I.L.F." (excuse me while I go barf) will only take your old wrinkled ass so far. Oh, and on that note... Jon Stewart freakin' PWNs lol. Political satire at its best. If only we had more people like him around here.

Which, speaking of... this piece of sampah masyarakat got a measly 3 years suspension for his lovely Chinese-hating statements. Are you kidding me? Are you fucking KIDDING ME? Who does UMNO think they are fooling with this crap? Their intended message of, "Whoa everybody. Look this is so serious. So we are punishing the fella by taking away his posts for 3 years. Serious you know..." is so not coming across that way. News flash: What we're really hearing is more like, "We can't actually get rid of this guy 'cos dammit all we really wanna do is cheer at his statements. But since y'all are making such a big deal of it, we will pretend to shake our heads and sigh and give him a punishment we think is serious enough. Happy, you low-class peons?"

Seriously, that troll deserves an award of some kind for managing to insult two ethnic groups in one breath. I mean, comparing the Chinese to Jews in America. Unbelievable. Did you even stop to think that the reason Chinese work hard to earn money is just to provide a good living for themselves, stupidhead? It's alllll about us trying to gain political and economical power over you isn't it? Because we have soooo much time on our hands, we have to hatch evil plots to take over the country in our little Chinese temples. Get over your fucking self. sheesh.

916 baby.

Anwar/Obama '08!!

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

zomg want

ZOMG look what just dropped into my inbox today (click to enlarge):



I got invited to an event in freakin' Coach. And the event is 2 days before my last paper. I swear the heavens are against me this year. First the MAAs, now this. And not only is it in Coach...


Guests get goodie bagsssssssss ZOMG. Coach goodie bags OK!!! I will never in the recent future get to even set foot in a Coach store, let alone come out of it with Coach stuff OK!!! Ergo.... I WANNA GO I WANNA GO I WANNA GOOOOOOOOOOOOO

BUT I HAVE STUPID CELAKA EXAMSSSSSSSSSSSS

Actually come to think of it, I don't think going would be a problem since I have a morning paper that day, and my lardass does not study during afternoons after morning papers. So my Youtube-ing time would just be spent... hanging around at Coach. Definitely an upgrade. OK this is getting kinda stupid, me thinking about going to a Coach collection preview, actually being in the same store with money-dripping-from-their-eyeballs rich people. Er. But I still really wanna go laaaaah.

The problem is, I can bring a friend with me, but normal people naturally wanna study for their last paper and hence... I got no one to downplay the awkwardness of my broke self actually going into a Coach store. And I gotta find someone fast if I really wanna go 'cos space is limited dammit.

So... any takers...? please please please please pretty please with a cherry on top?


OK again am I serious?!

Friday, September 5, 2008

bombs just keep on coming

HOLY.


FREAKIN'.


SHIT.




THEY LASERED OFF MY BABY'S TATTS?!?!?!?!


NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


*breaks into hysterical sobs*




Why, Fox, why?! I know it takes 4-6 hours to put the full body tatts on Went and yada yada yada but you managed to keep Michael in long sleeves the whole freakin' S3 to pretend that the tatts were still there underneath, in a Panamanian PRISON with NO VENTILATION, so why stop now?! He was the only ridiculously hot geek in the history of, like, EVER to have such a badass full body tattoo and you take that away from him (and us rabid fans) just like that?! And you didn't even have some kinda gratuitous wide 360 degree shot to show us the tatt one last time before you so cruelly and casually disposed of it? BLASPHEMY I SAYYYYYY! You guys better have a damn good reason for removing his tattoos or I'm gonna go down there and tattoo a map of Penang or something on him myself.

Well, apart from that absolutely tragic incident, the S4 Prison Break premiere was pretty much as shocking and filled with gunfire as usual, and oh, with Sara Tancredi (and her head) mercifully back in action. I want her job, btw. And James Whistler got popped dammit. Another hot guy gone. Thank god Linc is still there and getting finer with each season. Things are heating up in all sense of the words.

Before I return to my sad life of studying, let us first observe a moment of silence for the demise of Michael Scofield's once magnificent full-body tattoo. Michael you will join us too, yes?




Le sigh. He's still hella sexy even without his tattoos though :D
Oh wait, does 'tattoos gone' = 'more Wentworth skin' now that it's not such a hassle to have him take off his shirt? 'Cos that's about the only ray of hope in my cloud of doom now OK Fox.





Michael Scofield's Full-Body Tattoo
Most Useful Prison Break Accessory and Sexiest Kickass Tattoo Ever
Aug 25 2005 - Sep 1 2008



You will always be in the hearts of Prison Break fans, gangsters, tough bikers, and fangirls who wanna see Wentworth Miller shirtless.
R.I.P.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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812@#$$^hkbnkgikqerqw#rwgjbonnsarklfJsa;lksdjfALKBLNbliasdflkj3ggg!@#$%&!!!!!!!!!

STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!!!

GAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH WHY?! Why do I always make decisions I that I sure as hell screw myself over with later every day?!?!?! WHY?! WHY?! GAAAAAAAAAHHHHH

Ya Allah why was I born here?! Why'd I have to turn out like this?! Why'd my brains always have to spaz out at the worst times?! zomga;sldkfjq;wlekhbh;2i3juklg%$%^&!





haaaaaaaiiiiiiihhhhhhhh. As a lifelong pessimist, I should know by now the magnitude of the shit life just keeps giving and giving and giving, like the endless stream of presents Santa pulls out of his ass every Christmas. Um... don't mind me... stupid stuff generates stupid blog entries... zzzzzz

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

the chrome has landed

I am seriously such a geek.

I got Google's new web browser, Google Chrome, 9 minutes after it launched to pwn Microsoft's ass at about 3:30 a.m. earlier... and I have to mention that I was obsessively refreshing that page the whole day after I heard that it'd be officially launched sometime on 2 Sep. In case anyone is wondering, I didn't purposely stay up to download it (I'm not that big of a geek yet :P), though I'm the only one I know who was so damn excited about the launch of a web browser. No, the more depressing reason for me still being awake and stupidly blogging is that I'm supposed to be studying for finals. Instead of poking around Google Chrome.



The Chrome. You gotta love a browser that has announces its official launch via a freakin' online comic book. I mean, how cool is that?! That's like, a level of coolness rivaled only by Apple. Again, I am such a geek lol.

After clicking around (and blogging) with it for about 45 mins, I gotta say it looks pretty Safari-like on the surface, and I haven't had any problems so far. It's real mininimalistic (like Safari), me likey =) And it's not just like any regular browser, the chim chim programming stuff is different, and it's got a coupla spiffy new functions too... check it out yo.

But for now there's no adblocker for the Chrome, which I dunno why I'm picking on since I don't have one for Safari =.= I keep seeing "This page cannot be displayed" in weird places now tho. But I think that's more about everybody's favourite connection abomination. *coughStreamyxcough*

That said, I think I'm still gonna hang on to my beloved Safari 'cos things just look soooooo much better on it :D And now that I've got 4 effin' browsers on my system... I think Firefox 3 is gonna go :( Sorry, but IE's still needed to do stupid stuff like updating or whatever it is once in a while.

[/geek]



On a completely unrelated note...





Prison Break and Gossip Girl are back!!! squeeeeeee!!! WENTWORH MILLER HERE I COME AHAHAHAHAHAHA


Friday, August 29, 2008

crazazayyy

Parts of the craziest/funniest MSN conversation I've had in a looooooong time: *18PL warning lol*

frEsh says (12:40 AM):
u're like some kinda john legend druggie lol
jovial says (12:41 AM):
I DRUGGIE
jovial says (12:41 AM):
i told my friend i wanan rape him
jovial says (12:42 AM):
he told me.
jovial says (12:42 AM):
it s not rape..its surprise sex.
jovial says (12:42 AM):
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH
frEsh says (12:42 AM):
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
frEsh says (12:42 AM):
zomggggg

And later...

frEsh says (1:25 AM):
apa ni my dark side is coming out again
jovial says (1:25 AM):
HAHAAHHAHAHAHA
jovial says (1:25 AM):
I AM THE DARTH VADER
jovial says (1:25 AM):
I AM YOUR MOTHER
jovial says (1:25 AM):
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
frEsh says (1:25 AM):
AHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
jovial says (1:25 AM):
I CANT BE FATHER. I GOT NO DICK
jovial says (1:25 AM):
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH
frEsh says (1:25 AM):
eh i cant be luke
frEsh says (1:25 AM):
what's d female version of luke??
jovial says (1:26 AM):
TAK TAUUU
jovial says (1:26 AM):
LUBRICANT!
jovial says (1:26 AM):
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
frEsh says (1:26 AM):
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA


*******



ZOMGWTF the Jabbawockeez are coming out with their own clothing line JBWKZ soon!!! squeeeeeeeeee!!! I wonder what it's gonna be like, I'm so stoked XD

I'd always wanted to get one of their Armory stack logo shirts, but..... well, currency conversion rates are a royal pain in the punggung. Screw the US dollar I want my Jabba tees grrrr. I really wanted one of these white ones they wore in the Yahoo! Pepsi Smash commercial:



Damn chio OK. The best part is, they come in a small women's size... when they're not out of stock, that is. Nice marketing move.



Nice boombox too. :P If I was a billionaire I'd get myself the boombox and a tee in every colour they have. I know..... crazazayyy.....

Oh speaking of Pepsi Smash, Jesse McCartney did a reaaaal smooth cover of T-Pain's Buy U A Drank for his commercial. You have to check it out seriously. I've got an audio rip of it if anyone wants it XD


*******



Sure the Beijing Olympics were a blast, everyone knows that. But do you really know your Olympics?? hehehe.... Here are some..... really interesting, to say the least..... facts about the ancient Greek Olympics. Those ancient Greeks were badass, man.


*******



a milli a milli a milli a milli a mil a mil a milli a milli a milli a milli a mil a mil a milli a milli a milli



**finito**

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

tag - random stuff about me

Ar. I got tagged again, this time by Clarine :D So here we go again.....


1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginnning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to read your blog and play.


Starting time: 1518 hours
Name: Xinxian a.k.a. fresh
Sisters: Just the one
Brothers: None
Shoe size: 6
Height: 160cm (never officially verified =.=)

Where do you live: Uh.... official residence in Sg. Dua, Penang
Favourite drinks: Coke/Pepsi, fruit juices of any kind, lemonade(!!!), iced lemon tea, and anything from Starbucks :P
Favourite breakfast: Toast, waffles, pancakes, cereal... you get the idea...

Have you ever...
Been on a plane?
Only once.... next time to come next year XD
Swam in the ocean? Probably have.... more than 10 years ago =.=
Fallen asleep at school? Seriously man. I've lost count.
Broken someone's heart? Um. No.
Fell off your chair? Um.... pretty sure I have, can't remember when tho....
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? Nope.

What's your room like? Right now, four mattresses on the floor with a bunch of wardrobes and vanity mirrors surrounding them. Cozy.
What's right beside you now? Jeez. Cellphone, camera, pencil case, bigass books, speakers, graduation bear, stuffed owl, big mess of wires, printer..... should I go on?
What's the last thing you ate? Fried 'tang hoon' :P

Ever had...
Chicken pox?
No, thank god. Vaccinations exist for a reason.
Sore throat? Hello?! I get those an average of 3 times a year.
Stitches? No!!
Broken nose? Dude. What kind of extreme sports people are doing these tags? No.

Do you...
Believe in love at first sight?
Hmmm. Lust at first sight, maybe. ehehe.
Like picnics? With the right person, yeah :P

Who was...
The last person you danced with?
Nobody...?!
The last person who made you smile? Uh.... one of my housemates...?
The last person you yelled at? Hey, I'm all about peace. No yelling.

Today did you...
Talk to someone you like?
Oh yeah...
Kiss anyone? Dude. Never been kissed ever. Sad, I know.
Get sick? Nope...
Talk to an ex? None exist.
Miss someone? Hmmm...
Eat? It's 1547 already, of course I ate duh...

Best feeling in the world: To be able to do whatever you want without fear of pressure, judgment or worries...
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yeah... I'm just a big-sized kid who can crash casinos now :P
What's under my bed: The floor?
Who do you really hate: In no particular order - liars, hypocrites, fakers, wannabes and Miley Cyrus
What time is it now: 1549 hours

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. Going for tuition
2. Being a useless prefect
3. Sitting for my Grade 5 piano practical exam
4. Getting real excited about the Internet
5. Wondering what I'd be like in 10 years' time

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. Study
2. Take long nap, then eat
3. Refresh Perez Hilton obsessively
4. Get more gangsta hip-hop songs
5. Watch Jabbawockeez videos on Youtube XD

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. McD french fries. 'Nuff said.
2. Oreos!!!
3. Chocolates of any kind
4. Mars bars
5. Cake!!!
I am so dying from high cholesterol.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP
2. Travel around the world with friends and family
3. Save some, invest some e.g. buy shares in Warner Bros. Universal Studios FOX Entertainment Bad Boy Entertainment Jive Records Chanel YSL Dior Marc Jacobs BBC/Ice Cream Apple Google etc etc etc
4. SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP
5. Seriously. My goals in life are to shop until I drop, or watch TV until I pass out, whichever comes first, what else do you expect me to do?

5 of my bad habits:
1. Procrastinating (big time)
2. Sitting on my ass all the time (big time)
3. Being antisocial sometimes
4. Cussing at random stuff
5. Criticising stuff all the time (big time)

5 places I have lived/stayed a night in:
1. Penang (duh)
2. Setapak, KL
3. Langkawi
4. ...... can I just move on to the next question?

5 things I will do after I complete what I'm busy with:
1. Sleep
2. Watch TV
3. Hang with my friends
4. Eat Penang food
5. Sleep some more

5 people I tag: Whoever reads this that still has time to blog. ehehe.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

whateverrrr

I've just noticed the more work I have, the more I blog =.= Yalah I know I'm the queen of procrastination. I'll get started on my work rightaway...... eventually.......

Anyways.... here be some lulz to brighten up everyone's day.... hahahaha....





What you laughing at?! Dude says it's NOT FUNNEEEE!!!!


Hahahaha.... here's another one:





Hahahahaha.... sure you laugh now, but give it another 10 years and the same thing'll make you wanna tear your hair out Hulk-style... hehehe...


And no, this doesn't mean I've outgrown my extreme aversion to kids. It's just a coincidence that they're about 3 ft tall and make me laugh at the same time. Really.


Whazzat you say? What kind of person doesn't like kids?


WHATEVERRRRRR......

Monday, August 18, 2008

fresh is pissed

OK I know I'm supposed to get crackin' on my thesis (woe is me), but I stumbled upon THIS and I'm just really irritated right now and need to let off some steam.

Tell me your response isn't WTF.

What does it say about our country that the education system still involves the issue of race after almost 51 years of independence? There are so many things so wrong in the article, I can't even think straight now. But the quotes by the PPIM director in this article are a good start, they're just simply priceless, like this one:

"If [the opening of UiTM to non-Malays] is allowed to happen, then there will be a worrying situation where many Malay institutions will crumble and be 'Malaysia-nised'."

and this one:

"It is hoped that the exclusiveness of UiTM is not undermined by anyone and it be allowed to continue as an institution that will strengthen the Malays."

OK first of all, why would the "non-exclusiveness" of UiTM in any way mean that the "strengthening of Malays" would be jeopardised? Secondly, what the hell is wrong with being 'Malaysia-nised'? Nabeh I thought we were supposed to be Bangsa Malaysia and be united and look beyond our racial differences and all that shit?

To the leaders of our country (for now), you wanna know why patriotism in this country among young people is so low it takes an Olympic gold-medal match to see our support for the country? You wanna know why you got your asses whooped in March? You wanna know why Anwar is getting so much support and your pathetic attempt to smear him isn't working? This is why. Because you have shit like this going on in your country and you can't or don't do anything about it, and allow the shit to hit the fan and get coverage in the freakin' mainstream media. Even if Anwar is really evil and plans to exterminate the Chinese and Indians once he gains power, he doesn't freakin' show it. He espouses equality for all, which is what us, the lowly rakyat, want so desperately now. And its working, 'cos in a public perception crisis what matters the most is what the people think about you (which, if you couldn't tell, is really BAD stuff), and not whether you're really innocent or guilty.

And the most disturbing thing is that there is actually a need to have a separate university for Malays to 'strengthen' themselves. I mean seriously?! Anybody with half a brain (cell) can see through that blasted idiot director's pompous statement that UiTM is soooo exclusive and holiao and whatever to the underlying message: The Malays are so [insert adjective of your choice here] that they cannot handle competition from other races.

On a completely unrelated note, I wonder why the so-called brain drain in our country is getting worse and worse......





*cracks head for 14 hours thinking of a reason*







Aiyo I cannot think of a reason lah. Our country is tersangat de wonderful. [/sarcasm]



You know what? Fuck you. Fuck you and your University of Impossibly Thickheaded Morons. We don't wanna study there any more than you wanna let us.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

dashed dreams

No explanation needed for Malaysians about what dreams were dashed :( But still at least we got something......



Maybe that's the whole problem. Maybe we're too easily satisfied. Hmmm.



But kesian him la.... I should know what a biatch pressure can be, especially the pressure of a whole nation plus understandably oppressing home ground audience =.=


But tulan wei, we always have to be second-class heroes.... better luck next time I guess.....

Friday, August 15, 2008

tag - soundtrack to my life

Ahhh..... finally almost all my assignments are gone, and I got a tag from Rei coming along just at the right time ;)

So without further ado.....

Rules of the game:
1. Put your music player on shuffle mode.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 10 people

How are you feeling today?
More Than Friends - Estelle
Um.....OK..... I guess it's true, but then I kinda feel like that everyday.... some people will know what I mean :P

Will you get far in life?
Rehab - Amy Winehouse
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
OK this is so not good for me. I really hope this doesn't happen, seeing as I'm still squeaky clean now, but who knows what'll happen in the future.... hehehe....

How do your friends see you?
Miscommunication - Timbaland ft. Keri Hilson and Sebastian
Huh. Well, I know my communication skillz are not that excellent..... but still.... using it to describe me in one word is again, not good for me. I sure hope that's not true :S
This tag is not going very well.

Will you get married?
Are You That Somebody - Aaliyah
Shit this is freaky. So true.... I'll only get married if I find that somebody.... that somebody whom I would give up everything for and would do the same for me....

What is your best friend's theme song?
Shawty Say - David Banner ft. Lil' Wayne
Uh. I don't really have any gangsta best friends, but I guess my closest friends who are attached really "whipped 'em shit" outta their boyfriends..... =.=

What is the story of your life?
Into The Night - Chad Kroeger ft. Santana
Lulz. This is real fitting because I've always been a night person as far as I can remember, and lately I have been spending a lot of time cranking out assignment after assignment late into the night.....

What was high school like?
Gone - Daughtry
Hmmm.... high school wasn't that bad for me, but there were times when I was all like, "I'm sinking", especially during F4 and F5....

How can you get ahead in life?
Hot - Avril Lavigne
Hahahahaha..... 'tis true, dat. Hot people really do get ahead in life a lot faster.... unfortunately I'm not, so this probably means I'll have to suck up to my bosses or whoever by saying "you make me so hot, make me wanna drop" all the time.... OK scratch that, I wanna puke already.

What's the best thing about your friends?
Shoulder Lean - Young Dro
Why's everything related to my friends so gangsta?? Well.... I can't say that the best thing about my friends is the way they... uh.... do the "shoulder lean" dance, but they do give me a shoulder to lean on.... hahaha....

What's in store for this weekend?
Love In This Club, Part II - Usher ft. Beyonce and Lil' Wayne
*chokes laughing*
Well I wish I could say my life was half that interesting, but unfortunately not. My plans for the weekend..... uh..... I dunno what they are but they sure don't involve going within 100 feet of a club, much less love in the club =.=

Describe your grandparents.
Do It Like I Luv It - NLT ft. Fabo
*dies laughing*
ZOMG THIS IMAGE IS SO DISTURBING CAN I JUST MOVE ON TO THE NEXT QUESTION

How's your life going?
Forever - Chris Brown
Uh well..... my life does feel like it's going on forever with nothing interesting.... but I wish it were more like the lyrics.... "dance forever ever ever ever"..... who wouldn't, especially with Chris Brown?!

What song will they play at your funeral?
Hedwig's Theme - John Williams (Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone OST)
O.O
Wow. I didn't know my love for Harry Potter was so strong that they would play the theme song at my funeral. It is a real nice song tho :D

How does the world see you?
Gravity - Sara Bareilles
Interesting...... I guess it could mean that the world sees me as being down to earth....? or it could mean that the world sees me as... er..... always falling into someone's gravity, as the lyrics go.... wait, whozzat someone?

Will you have a happy life?
Shine - Bond
Um.... can't say anything based on the lyrics cos' there are none =.= But good to know that my life is gonna "shine". I sure hope this one becomes true :D
Eh iTunes you tipu me. How can my life be happy if I've gotta go to rehab?!

Do people secretly lust after you?
Summertime - NKOTB
Wah.... really meh.... if only there really were guys who saw me and went, "hey girl can I get your number"..... my life would be a lot more interesting 'cos then I could really "dance forever ever ever ever" =.= I am so lame sometimes.

How can you make yourself happy?
Shut Up - Black Eyed Peas
iTunes srsly I'm already antisocial enough and you want me to shut up some more? But seriously tho I think I should shut up sometimes 'cos me and my big mouth tend to screw things up big time. So yeah. Good advice too I guess.

What should you do with your life?
Pictures Of You - The Last Goodnight
Um..... I should keep pictures of myself to remember what I've gone through....? OK then.

Will you ever have children?
We Belong Together - Mariah Carey
ZOMG NO YOU ARE NOT TELLING ME CHILDREN AND ME BELONG TOGETHER THE APOCALYPSE IS UPON ME
Nooooooo.......... please tell me this is not a sign from Steve Jobs saying I'm doomed to be stuck with children noooooooo

What song would you strip to?
Heaven Sent - Keyshia Cole
Huh. Can't really imagine stripping to this song 'cos it's so.... well, not badass like a strip song. But yeah, if I was gonna strip I would be doing that for someone who was sent from heaven for me, duh. XD

What does your mum think of you?
One Sweet Love - Sara Bareilles
OK sometimes these answers are really disturbing. "Mum" and "one sweet love" do NOT go together in the same sentence. Next next next.....

What is your deep, dark secret?
Jump - Madonna
'scuse me what? The fact that I can jump is no deep, dark secret OK. Fine, if this has to mean something.... my deep, dark secret is that I've had thoughts of jumping before. Off a tall building, that is. But obviously I didn't, duh.

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Helpless When She Smiles - Backstreet Boys
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
OK this is getting ridiculous. I don't even know who my mortal enemy is, and besides, I couldn't even have one 'cos whoever it is would be helpless when I smiled at him/her.... and that would be the end of my mortal enemy. Lulz.

What's your personality like?
Baby Girl - Bow Wow ft. Omarion
=.= I sure hope this is not literal, 'cos.... gah who wants to be a baby girl at 21?!
But I do wish there was guys who would go, "don't care what nobody say, I'm gonna do it my way, I know that everybody got an opinion but you'll still be mine"...... I'd just be putty if any guy who looks like JT/Wentworth/Christian Bale/Phi Nguyen PHIIIIII/Gaspard Ulliel did that :P

What song will be played at your wedding?
Fatal Attraction - Chris Brown
Phwoar. Well if there's gonna be a wedding, it's safe to say that a fatal attraction did happen between me and hubby 'cos I'd have overcome my commitment-phobe tendencies for him wor. And I really like this song (Chris Brown!! *blushes*), so it's not that big of a stretch that I'd play it at my wedding..... hehehe.....

Well that's it. hehe.

I tag..... Lydia, Denise, Peng, Xin Yun, and Siu Sien (if anyone of you actually still reads my blog lol).

Today is a good day...... woooooooooo.......

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

i don't effin' know

Could everyone just leave me the hell alone PLEASE.........

I love you guys and all.... and I really would like to help you....

BUT

I don't effin' know everything
I don't think as fast as you think I do
I have my own stuff to worry about
I'm not the all-knowing God in the form of a fugly sepet-y flat and pimply 21 year-old
I'm not as good or sure as I used to be
I can't help myself and help you at the same time
I don't wanna be responsible for anything if your stuff comes back wrong because whatever I said was just my foggy opinion
I don't wanna feel like I'm doing your assignment 'cos every question you ask is leading you to your final copy anyway
I'm not a filter you go through before your stuff reaches the lecturers
I'm struggling to keep my head above water just like everyone else
I doubt my thoughts and decisions just like everyone else
I know sometimes I bring it on myself but still.....



please don't expect me to have the answers for everything




'cos I'm not a freakin' 8-ball.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

wordle me

Random cool thing of the day:



Text cloud of my blog content as generated by Wordle.net.... clicky.... =)

Check it out, it's a good way to waste some time doing useless but cool stuff :D

Sunday, August 3, 2008

my life really sucks

I'm sooooo exhausted and burned out and frustrated and just plain cranky nowadays. There are too many assignments and presentations and stuff within too short a period of time, I've never quite felt so aimless and helpless at the same time before. shit I forgot I have to do research for my thesis too... aaaaargghhhh.... I just wonder which one will be the straw that breaks the camel's back...

Meanwhile, as if my life doesn't suck enough...



The MTV Asia Awards was today. And I couldn't go.

Look at that pic look look look. IT'S ONE REPUBLIC OK!!!! I don't really care about most of the other people who came, not even Leona Lewis, since it's the MTV Asia Awards with many Asian artistes coming, and as everybody knows, I don't care much about most Asian people (yes, I know I'm so gonna burn in hell for that, I'm going to the 6th level of hell anyway according to this Dante's Inferno test).

BUT I AM SO TULAN AND PEK CEK AND PISSED OFF AND I WANNA BREAK SOMETHING BECAUSE ONE REPUBLIC WAS BARELY AN HOUR AWAY FROM ME IN GENTING AND I COULDN'T GOOOOOOOOOOO. I'M STUCK IN HELL WITH MY CCB CORPORATE COMM ASSIGNMENT AND I DIDN'T HAVE TIX AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I super super super *heart* Ryan Tedder OK...... he's not exactly the Christian Bale/Wentworth Miller type of guy that I usually go into hysterics over, but I'm still a sucker for musicians...... and the only time he comes to my country I can't go to see him GAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!

And you know what you know what?! It's not enough that One Republic came......




THE FREAKIN' JABBAWOCKEEZ CAME TOO!!!!!! AAAAAAAARRRGGHH!!!!

I knew One Republic was coming but I wasn't so sure about the Jabbawockeez. And I didn't know it would feel soooo frustrating to miss seeing them myself until I saw these red carpet pics on kennysia.com. *tears hair out*

OMG Jabbawockeez................ why why why did they have to come and perform here and torture me like that?!?! I would have given anything to be able to see them perform live, especially two of them whom I have a soft spot for... ;)



Rynan "Kid Rainen" Paguio (methinks he's the best dancer in there :P)......



... and Jeff "Phi" Nguyen (*heart*!), who was lookin' sharp just now ;)

Sigh. Well at least One Republic won something......


... but it was just the Best Hook-up award for their collab with Timbaland for Apologize. I wish they'd won Best Breakthrough Artist too, but that went to Leona Lewis. sigh. I like her too, really, but y'know if I had to choose......

And the last disappointment of the MAA....... the Favourite International Artist Award went to Linkin Park =.= What about Justin people hello?! I've since made the conclusion that there is a serious shortage of Justin Timberlake fans in Malaysia since I'd already voted for him grrrr.

gaaaaah. I'm so not in the mood for assignments right now...... but as always, I've got a deadline in 2 days again. puke. somebody kill me now pls kill me.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

a balehead without a plan

I'm sooooo........ Joker-ish right now...... Yes I wish I had his pretty scars and makeup too but no, I'm just doing things without a plan. sigh. I can't concentrate on anything...... too much stuff, too little time. And look I'm still blogging.

But for now I'm happy as a clown 'cos I watched The Dark Knight again!!! wheeeeee!!!! And exactly 1 week later it is still freakin' AWESOME can!!!!! Granted, the jokes and shocks didn't have the same impact as they did the 1st time, but the other emotions are still there...... it'll always be heartbreaking to see Bruce's and Harvey's grief over Rachael's death, and it'll always be chilling to see the Joker's 'homemade videos' of the people he tortured...... it all just fits together so nicely. ah. I guess part of the appeal of the movie is the storyline's ability to stand on its own even without Batman. Yah the whole point of the movie is Batman, but it doesn't overly rely on Batman to get the story going, it'd be still a kickass movie if Batman was just an ordinary cop or something.

Um ok I can't resist......








Yah Christian Bale again. *giggles bimbotically*
I cannot help it I was hypnotised by his hawtness as Batman I mean Bruce Wayne again today OK?!









I just luv his eyes............. sigh...............








*melts*








fuhhhh........ this pic's one of my favourites =P
Didcha notice that in most of the pics he's wearing a tux of some kind?? He just looks sooooo hot in a tux ok..... that's my favourite outfit on him lol. He should wear it to walk his dogs. He should wear it to take out the trash. He should wear it to go to 7-11 to get some Twisties. Bottom line is: he should wear it all the freakin' time. Wait, is that really my favourite outfit on him? hmmmm... *evil grin*








Ahh...... this one's from The Prestige (which I'm so watching when my shitload of assignments is gone I don't care what anyone says about it) and he still looks hot even in that er....... antiquated suit...... he also looks gooood in huge trench coats like this one:



Hello Hugh Jackman can you siam one side pls you're usurping Christian's hotness......






Yes yes like that... much better thx =P


And I wonder why he doesn't smile more often...... he looks soooo adorable when he smiles...... looky.....









and my favourite FAVOURITE:








The Bruce Wayne "I'm-so-rich-and-hot-and-I've-got-something-up-my-sleeve-you-so-wanna-know-what-it-is" boyish smile




*cannot tahan spontaneously combusts*







OK I've gone off the deep end now, I really need to stop.